Abandoned

Gettin' wicked (yeah) But don't get it twisted (Uh, uh) I ain't trippin', know that pistol with me (yeah, yeah) ridin' through the city (Uh) Mindin' my own business (yeah) Vibe with my own bitches (yeah) Get high with my own niggas (Stay with Vegas on the wave, uh) I say don't say you love me now Been betrayed so many times I feel like love don't let me down I been played so many times I feel like f*ck it Yeah, they say love hurt, but pain heals Yeah, I don't know what's worse If that ain't real every day I wake up starin' at the man in the mirror I see stains in the mirror I see pain in thе mirror I see mistakes made, tryna get this papеr Yeah fake friends wanna be me, hey yeah Just to maintain, bein' me gets crazy, yeah Shit ain't the same, but niggas They don't change yeah, uh I know that bitch don't love me, but She say it every chance she get, mhm I know that bitch ain't for me, but I f*ck her every chance I get, mhm Before I blame anybody, I'ma blame myself 'Cause I jumped in the game Knowin' they wasn't playin' fair, yeah And I jumped on that plane knowin' I was high as hell And my heart stopped 'cause I OD'ed But I thank God I'm here I spazzed out in the hospital And got hauled to jail Got out with no missed calls Like ain't nobody care And I was all the way in Milwaukee, damn Derez De'Shon I say don't say you love me now Been betrayed so many times I feel like love don't let me down I been played so many times, I feel like Don't say you love me now Been betrayed so many times I feel like love don't let me down I been played so many times I feel like f*ck it Every time I close my eyes I think about that night When a bullet went hit my truck Life flashed before my eyes Layin' on that ground I'm prayin' to God that I don't die Layin' on that ground I'm beggin' God it ain't my time How all these rap niggas keep dyin'? Crazy Feds talkin' to us, tryna hide us in cages Every day, it's gettin' harder to provide For my babies every day I'm dodgin' charges and Watchin' for haters Man, this shit crazy, like for real, bro I never in a million years would've thought Like this is what come with it Like a nigga sittin' like, "Damn, bro I finally made it" But damn, this ain't what I want This not how I dreamed yeah, man I'm talkin' 'bout family change Partners change Everything change and they say you changed When you adjust to it it's crazy, like A dream turned into a nightmare You like, "Damn, I don't want it I'm good"