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Started thinking I'm going to hell Started thinking I'm already there Feeling lost but it's all in my head I feel in love with the shit on the scale Praying to god I'm just dying to live Tell me I won't make it, I'm trying it still No use tryna take it I'm keeping it still Mom only child can't die in the field Used to the pain got me healing myself Broski over here just dying to kill Opposition keep on wishing us well Bad intentions keep on giving me chills Can't wait for the rolly my timing gone tell Diamonds dancing I just love how they feel Shorty look good giving head in the heels I can tell if you ain't love me for real Feel like I'm Sosa I hate being sober Love my cologne, that's the money aroma Hate being alone but I hate being normal Double G E till I'm gone and it's over Did it myself ain't no one wanna show us Money got longer my pockets got stronger Feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders Praying to god I'm just tryna get closer Living my dreams, got a lean when I walk Been numb to the pain I can't feel it no more Smoking on stress feel it all till I'm gone Still seeing demons, feel better alone Different diamonds dancing on me, I'm high end Pop a toozie got me geeked now I'm flying Icy on me I done been through the fire Inside I'm dying I got tired of trying Feel the spirits got me walking on water I'm tryna geek up the guala I'm tryna put on my mama Feeling it now I be charged up She told me keep going, I told her I got it Ain't with all the flexing just stretching my pockets Broski died I swear that I lost it Feeling tired, I'm running out of options Started thinking I'm going to hell Started thinking I'm already there Feeling lost but it's all in my head I feel in love with the shit on the scale Praying to god I'm just dying to live Tell me I won't make it, I'm trying it still No use tryna take it I'm keeping it still Mom only child can't die in the field Used to the pain got me healing myself Broski over here just dying to kill Opposition keep on wishing us well Bad intentions keep on giving me chills Can't wait for the rolly my timing gone tell Diamonds dancing I just love how they feel Shorty look good giving head in the heels I can tell if you ain't love me for real Feel like I'm Sosa I hate being sober Love my cologne, that's the money aroma Hate being alone but I hate being normal Double G E till I'm gone and it's over Did it myself ain't no one wanna show us Money got longer my pockets got stronger Feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders Praying to god I'm just tryna get closer