My Tragedy

I know it hurts to be in love with me, but you still stay on standby When it feels like mood swings keep coming endlessly Put some distance 'tween you and I So I can fight my demons But you left wondering why I pushed you to the side, I swear it wasn't out of no spite You were just too lovely and too pure to have a place in my world It's my tragedy, but one day I'm gon' make it work (Oh, oh) Ring, ring, ring Can you pick up I need to hear your voice one time to get me through the ringer I put too much focus on other things that ain't matter I pushed away love too many times and I learned my lesson (Oh) I had what I need sitting in front of me from the very beginning Distanced myself and it all went missing I blame myself for the life I'm living I get high and forget my vision and I let these girls take control of my wishes, I hate it I hate it, I hate it, I hate it Just like my trait of impatience I think that we coulda made it if I just slowed down and I waited But life moves too fast I chose you last You shoulda been number one, but what's done is done and I can't go back I'm calling for your love Ring, ring, ring Can you pick up I need to hear your voice one time to get me through the ringer I put too much focus on other things that ain't matter I pushed away love too many times and I learned my lesson (Oh)