Dysphoria Diaries, Pt. 1 (Drowning,)

In the shadows Where he won't reach I'm drowning When the lights go He stops the preach I'm drowning Fighting for the honour in a world That calls the likes of you With the lies they told Despair is the answer Every scar is a memory of battles of lost (Paid the price but what's the cost?) I appeal and turn to stone Drowning and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone World can go I'll be fighting for the honour I walk alone I walk alone Despair is the answer I'm cold and my memory's lost Walk alone Despair is the answer I'm drowning Sitting in the shadows It was revealed I'm counting The seconds pass She was relieved Cold and my memory's lost Fighting for the honour in a world Where everyone calls you a freak Can't be left alone I walk alone I walk alone I'm drowning Every scar is a memory of battles lost (Can't be seen who's been through the most) Paid the price but what's the cost? Drowning and I walk alone I walk alone, I walk alone Where's the preach when you need the most? And I walk alone Despair is the answer I walk alone, I walk alone Despair is the answer I walk alone, I walk alone I'm drowning