thereisnoredemptionleft

Been going on my own Glued to the phone No one bothers no more Filling my lungs I just wanna feel Struggling to make a bill, I now gotta deal It doesn't even feel real Talking to a pretty girl but she's heavy on the pills She's also got a boyfriend whose abusing her I can't even tell if the shits she is saying is for real or she's using my expense to relieve That tension I put the guilt on my shoulders cause I still give her the attention I understand if you lost any respect you may have had for me My head is filling me with doubt, I feel I got a perm at frown, I'm trying to not look so Down But my homie noticing the way I've been ripping my crown as I'm downing the Crown It's getting difficult to breathe, I can't hardly sleep; I need to lay off of things that Intentionally eat at me, but let the wolves sleep: that won't turn out so glee I wanna flee, run away from the scene: change the scenery around me, but doubting That'll do anything for me: I'm sorry to those who looked up to me, I've beheaded so Many snakes, it's taken up my energy I've hit my sayian; I'm just saying I haven't been doing too great: the way my fates been Written doesn't seem it'll change: it's heavier on my mind, I' feel I've wasted too much Time, don't be surprised if I end it all tonight with no call This may be my final downfall and my last message for awhile