OKAY I get it you're unhappy

If I died tomorrow You'd still wouldn't say my name If I cried tomorrow You still won't ask if I'm okay But if I committed a crime tomorrow You would scream my name through all these halls You would say you tried to change my life Even though you know that you are wrong If I hung myself tomorrow You would say that you tried to save my life But if I asked for help tomorrow You would leave without a single goodbye Now I've faced ignorance and hypocrisy and many bitter strifes So what is even the point A clock is ticking down till the end of my life So sorry to say But I don't think I'll make it to 21 It might be shame But I was always the target of this blame You never cared for me You only cared for the idea of who I was Maybe I'm not okay anymore I don't think I'm okay anymore Truth is the tell tale heart is beating It's stuck inside me and I need it out We are are supposed to learn from our mistakes But we will never learn as long as people are fakes So then they did an experiment They locked with people I hated and watched me slowly die I guess geometry was useful Cause now I use it to find my neck size Scare me to death I'm scared of my breath Scare me away Watch me decay Fool I was to believe it true That anything could be as possibly good as you So sorry to say But I don't think I'll make it to 21 It might be shame But I was always the target of this blame You never cared for me You only cared for the idea of who I was Maybe I'm not okay I don't think I'm okay No I can't be okay I know I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I don't think I ever was