Proud (feat. Kanaki)

Load another hit take me a rip of the bong Sometimes it's hard for me to think when I be writing a song Lil smoke to get me level yeah I like it up here I ain't worried I ain't stressing I just wanna be clear I ain't worried I ain't stressing i'm just working away I ain't tryna be just Jacob, want to be Jakob Greigh I want the music to be bumpin to a venue of fans Who drove for miles just to see me and they came with they friends I want the clothing and the women like a Kendall or Kylie I want the features where they rappin about trappin that Miley Want my momma to be happy and my pops to be proud I know they hate it when I'm rappin about smoking that loud I know they didn't think that I'd be doing something like this But now I'm out here tryna get it and put ice on my wrist (Damn) (Damn) (Damn) Goddamn think I'm wasting away They don't feel the way I'm feeling shit is more than a name Goddamn think we playin these games They ask me who the hell I think I am for changing my name Goddamn I ain't feelin the same Busy swervin down the road tryin to make my own lane Goddamn I ain't tryna get rich But I know there's gonna be something so much better than this Im hoping one day it could be more than something Not more than a feeling but at least thats something Blurry vision blinds man I cant see nothin Too many clouds coverin my sun Damn, ive been patient I grab an umbrella, i cant be rained in We need secrets, gold soundz like pavement Tied up I cant be locked down Flashing lights Start the countdown Strapped in (How do i get out now) Goddamn think I'm wasting away They don't feel the way I'm feeling shit is more than a name (Ive been going up now) Goddamn think we playin these games They ask me who the hell I think I am for changing my name (How do i get out now) Goddamn I ain't feelin the same Busy swervin down the road tryin to make my own lane (Ive been going up now) Goddamn I ain't tryna get rich But I know there's gonna be something so much better than this (How do i get out now) (Damn) (God damn think im wasting away) (F*ck) (Oh my god I can't get out of my brain) (Damn) (Damn) Oh shit boys poppin oh you copped you a deal How you ok being someone that you know isn't real, damn Same plan just a different approach Don't get it twisted I'm myself I just be doing the most They be like Jakob lil jakob don't you wanna be hard You can't let em know you feelin like you lost in it all You gotta keep it brutal ,even painfully honest And know it may just be for nothing know that shit isn't promised But you do it for yourself man that shit therapeutic I'd rather die or end up broke before I'm quitting on music And I put that on my soul I won't ever change I stay all up in my thoughts I be hearin em say Goddamn think I'm wasting away They don't feel the way I'm feeling shit is more than a name Goddamn think we playin these games They ask me who the hell I think I am for changing my name Goddamn I ain't feelin the same Busy swervin down the road tryin to make my own lane Goddamn I ain't tryna get rich But I know there's gonna be something so much better than this