Smoke n' Mirrors

Big pack toking mix it with Hennessy I got that channel orange playing on my living room the screen Seems like every time I get like this I think of you baby It drive me crazy how you always showin up in my dreams My weeks been feelin grey there ain't no pun that's intended I also haven't seen the sunshine in a couple of days Is that the issue? Or is it all in my head Id rather smoke away the time then deal with problems instead And that's the issue. I know there's more to be seen I just can't seem to find a reason when mind feels pristine Is that an issue? Is it so problematic? I been floating everyday but swear to god I'm no addict It's just a remedy it help me deal with these thoughts On how I fucked up what we had and how I know it's my fault To put it simply I know I'm no good with coping I'd rather roll another backwood while I sip on this potion Cause it's the remedy Sometimes we all need some healing Some people better breakin hearts some people better with dealing Don't need no sympathy Smoke and drank is the medicine People sayin that it's killin me I'll see em in heaven That's if I make it there But the clouds are my residence I ain't coming down for nothing all that shit is irrelevant It's safe to say I'm just high for the hell of it This shit it ain't a game baby do you feel the same