It's Hard to Tell

And now for my next number, I'd like to return the classics Yeah, It's hard to tell Is this heaven on earth or are we living hell? Yeah, It's hard to tell Am I really losing or just learning how to fail? Yeah, It's hard to tell I don't know when to buy or when to sell Yeah, It's hard to tell It's hard to tell It's hard to tell I know one thing, I gotta live my life well I can't be contained to a box or a cell I can't live forever inside of my own shell Heaven is my palace, The place I wanna dwell The garden hasn't been the same ever since we fell I learned how to lead a pack like number 12 A lot witches and wizards out there casting spells My life started changing when I heard the church bells I was atheist, now I'm praying for infidels God is so amazing, now I'm chasing broader scales I been steady worried about my dreams, will I fail? Need to let that go I can't let my brain swell I just gotta fight like Jon Jones, it's my bones A lot of unknowns, searching like Sherlock Holmes No roof over they heads, I'm so blessed to have a home Love on everybody, gotta em' love till they gone Yeah, It's hard to tell Is this heaven on earth or are we living hell? Yeah, It's hard to tell Am I really losing or just learning how to fail? Yeah, It's hard to tell I don't know when to buy or when to sell Yeah, It's hard to tell It's hard to tell It's hard to tell In my last year of college I was caught by the tail I should've graduated but I was feeling unwell I was in my dorm room, all alone, living hell I tried to push through but it's not my fairy tale It's a cold world, what I learned, oh well Gotta make do with all the gifts, on the real Figured out the program, processed it like dell Put my family first that's a different type of gel My homie threw up on a beat and then hit me in my core Then I started free-styling, we was riding in the car That's how this all started, can't believe we made it far Now we in this rap game, really tryna push the bar We so smooth, we got moves We got hooks like Jabbar Writing songs so fast you would've thought I was Lamar We got a milli on the gram, we might be superstars It's hard to tell It's hard to tell It's hard to tell Is this heaven on earth or are we living hell? Yeah, It's hard to tell Am I really losing or just learning how to fail? Yeah, It's hard to tell I don't know when to buy or when to sell Yeah, It's hard to tell It's hard to tell It's hard to tell