Tell Me, Is This Real Life?

Long forgotten hopes and wishes In a chest by the sea Anyone with the submission Will find it someday hopefully And when the wind changed My mind got back to life I felt like I fell down From the sky I prepared all the dishes For the feast beneath the trees Please forgive my superstition When I light the candles carefully You're welcome to join Bring water and wine And let us all shut up For a while And do you mind if I polarize and live my life As an exercise to survive my life? And do you mind that I still try to find my place on this Weirdly organized spaceship? Tell me, is this real life or some sort of fantasy That won't ever end hopefully? And I can tell you seriously That I've been loving honestly When I was leaving home Yeah I went to invent to be free When I was leaving home Yeah I went to invent to be free