No One

No one knows me No one sees me No one gets me No one needs me No one likes me, no one knows me I woke up one day, saw the light shine in It was beautiful, and reminded me of a dream The dream of a happy life, a life to live A life that is simple, and follows the creed I then realized, that wasn't me I was not very happy, and I did not believe No one needs me, no one sees me Reflecting on my life, and on the way that I lived Asking myself, how could this be? Why couldn't I, live a normal life? Have normal thoughts, like everyone else Go the easy way, and try to pray Believe in a God, and submit my brain No that was not for me, I had to go my own way Had to go upstream, and feel the pain No one gets me, no one want's me I really did try But I don't know why The perfect match I will never catch Something must be wrong My life will soon be gone I'm losing faith in myself Don't know what I feel Can't control my life That I need to realize Spiral down in my own thoughts I get the feeling my soul is lost No one knows me No one sees me No one gets me No one want's me No one likes me, no one knows me I did not choose to be alone, it just happened I try to reach out, but no one answers Am I too strange for this place? Too odd to fit in? Outside this world, where I do not blend in Do I have to weird Ideas? Do people get scared? Am I misunderstood, and somewhat feared? Shame is a feeling, that is constantly close But it is only a word, why do I feel it's grievous load? No one needs me, no one sees me Got too many scars, that may never heal They keep me back, and my mind conceal I wan't to go through life, without losing myself But if I still stand alone. Is this life worth living to the end? No one gets me, no one loves me