Twenties

Never thought I'd have this Conversation with myself About losing you Putting you below my health Cause you couldn't do the same On any occasion And I still can't imagine having to Say good bye Don't think its just for the sake of me But for the whole damn city Might go out start acting stupid Take the whole world on with car and this Uzi Baby took my heart and fucking abused it Now I'm too stuck on these drugs Like what am I doing Might go out early obituary Fam might say nah he wouldn't do it Real question who the f*ck really ever knew me Cause no body loves you when you're in your Twenties I don't know what to do I'm stuck in a mood I messed with some bitches that remind me of you Can't do the same with all of them dudes I'm way too unique I'm way too cool And I can't speak my mind the way I use to Because you occupy too much of the stew My brains a mess And your legs look neat up there And we collide over and over again Causing static in this open air Wanna relieve my tongue of the burdens you left me Like a last straw a million others brought me to my knees Way before your kiss started to haunt me And i could hear you on the walls all around me And I could see you vividly in my dreams On my eyelids and your taste twice as strong on my bicuspids You committed this horrible hearts injustice Cause no body loves you when you're in your Twenties I don't know what to do I'm stuck in a mood Messed with some bitches that remind me of you Can't do the same with all of them dudes I'm sorry I'm too unique I'm sorry I'm too cool And I can't speak my mind the way I use to Cause you occupy to much of the stew My brains a mess It's way out there in the water Under duress, under distress And I don't know how to tell you i want you to dress less And I want you to come over and spend some time And maybe we can destress But now I really wanna talk less Cause all you do Is open the wounds That you left me the last time That you came around And not enough apologies Could ever fix those foundations that we left Crumbling, lost, and not worth picking up And I don't wanna talk no not at all