imposter

Yeah "Sometimes good things aren't meant for me" Oh uh oh yeah Something's missing I let the doubt and not the confidence in Yeah I got my team but this's a lone mission Am I good enough That's the tone I'm setting Might need hella blessing Good things in life Don't think I deserve Are they precursors of vice verse A little bit of doubt and the paths they diverge Get applauses or found a fraud I don't know what's worse Where'd my mind go? Where did the Time go? "Wait, whats wrong? Why did you stop tho?" Cos I'm fearing that you'll find that I don't know Tryna perfect every line before it leaves my (throat) They wanna hear the real me? I don't even know who the real me is They're speaking of me highly I don't even know who the real me is Doesn't feel like my skin I don't even know who the real me is Wanna be the me they see But the doubts have taken over me Taken hold of me Control of me Is this really a fantasy? A false reality What do you see in me? I doubt myself more than you would believe I'm fearing You see the hero, not the villain Insecurities mean my mind ain't chillin' "Oh it's no big deal" But I am dealing Feel my missteps have led to me winning What's this feeling? Cos I feel like I live a lie My heart has started to race This is 'do or die' You ain't got time to be shook Cos they hear you live Act like those thoughts don't exist And ignore your mind I'm done Head gone Don't want recognition This might be depression that is messing up the mission Can't see what you see Please don't waste your time The thoughts that are plaguing my mind They wanna hear the real me? I don't even know who the real me is They're speaking of me highly I don't even know who the real me is Doesn't feel like my skin I don't even know who the real me is Wanna be the me they see But the doubts have taken over me On my own Feeling alone Calling it luck when its skills that I've grown Doubting my mind of the things that I've known Got a hold on me, anxiety becomes reality Things I do Think you exaggerate Feeling ashamed Why do I feel this way? Imposter syndrome belling up my phone But leave your message after the tone I don't even know who the real me is Oh na na na ay I don't even know who the real me is Oh I don't even know who the real me is Wanna be the me that you see I don't even know who the real me is Yeah