Broken Record

Sometimes I like to think I'm fine, but But lately I'm not in my mind I'm off, into space, I'm feeling erased And yet, nothings changed Sometimes I want to feel alive But nobody has made a sign That things will improve, so tell me the truth Is it all a silly lie I don't want to impress, I just want to digress Into mental distress, and this isn't the best State of mind, so give me a sign But I, don't want to stay, and I'm hearing the voices I hear what they say, and they give me no choices And I, am flawed in design And I need to get better, my minds in a loop The pains growing faster, am I just a fool? A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever An infinite gaze, my minds off in space And the feeling is strange, but all so familiar A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever Sometimes I feel a change in pace And yet the look is on my face Of grim disrepair, is this really fair Or is it all just messed up fate And lately it's been testing me Or is that really all I see Through all of the tears, facing all of my fears Is it all a stupid lie I don't want to impress, I just want to digress Into mental distress, and this isn't the best State of mind, so give me a sign But I, don't want to stay, and I'm hearing the voices I hear what they say, and they give me no choices And I, am flawed in design And I need to get better, my minds in a loop The pains growing faster, am I just a fool? A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever An infinite gaze, my minds off in space And the feeling is strange, but all so familiar A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever Am I truly fine Am I sane in the mind It's hard to believe that it's not all divine And it feels like a knife, driven into my chest I'm in mental distress, and this isn't the best State of mind, so give me a sign That things will improve, and tell me the truth I'm flawed in design And I need to get better, my minds in a loop The pains growing faster, am I just a fool? A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever The infinite cosmos, my minds off in space Free gone forever, but all so familiar A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever A blank broken record, on repeat forever