Happily Dead

(When you) Closed that front door I Got lost deep inside your heart (I'm so) I'm so starstruck by, your love Now I'm sitting in the grey room by myself This interlude is building heavy suspense, I only want to see you I want to be on your side evermore If I really have to fight that battle Kamikaze on repeat until I have you I'll choose you over anything that stands When I get you I'll be happy when I die soon Having you on my side is better Otherwise, over you I'm dreading Last night in my bed room, you slept When you return, I'll be happy when I die soon Controlling my life Manipulate time Can't defy who I am (I am) I'm in the worst of love Drown myself in it all, please don't pull me out I feel myself Pulling closer Closer Closer to you To you To you If I really have to fight that battle Kamikaze on repeat until I have you I'll choose you over anything that stands When I get you I'll be happy when I die soon Having you on my side is better Otherwise, over you I'm dreading Last night in my bed room, you slept When you return, I'll be happy when I die soon You really are something & I am a nothing But you give life to my life You really are something & I am a nothing But you give life to my life If I really have to fight that battle Kamikaze on repeat until I have you I'll choose you over anything that stands When I get you I'll be happy when I die soon Having you on my side is better Otherwise, over you I'm dreading Last night in my bed room, you slept When you return, I'll be happy when I die soon