Giving Up (feat. Yoda Digital)

I gave you something It was a part of me If i get the courage to do it Then just remember me Sisyphus like serotonin off the ecstasy Pleasure me, like abuse of all the remedy LSD, set me in a state of lunacy THC got me crippled with anxiety Reminds me of how I won't leave the computer screen Makes me wonder of the person that I used to be Cause I don't recognize me and its killing me whats up And I'm digging through my memory while filling up my cup And its full of burn holes, and dissociation And every time I dig deeper i need a cheap vacation Of drugs love and dopamine I'm an addict fiend The things I do will send you through a loop Like the ketamine Cause you really gotta live it to see what the f*ck I mean When you're scared to go to sleep, cause you know you'll have that dream Drugs love and dopamine I'm an addict fiend The things I do will send you through a loop Like the ketamine Cause you really gotta live it to see what the f*ck I mean Dopamine, I'm an addict fiend And I'm saving all the time I've got left Drifting in and out of all the faces I've met Sunken in a state of disposition I wept Cracking open everything i've ever possessed Turn position off Crank diffusion up Sink one more ship To lighten the load All it is All it really is Orange bottle of ambition The center piece And its full of burn holes, and dissociation And every time I dig deeper I need a cheap vacation Of drugs love and dopamine I'm an addict fiend The things I do will send you through a loop Like the ketamine Cause you really gotta live it to see what the f*ck I mean When you're scared to go to sleep, cause you know you'll have that dream Drugs love and dopamine I'm an addict fiend The things I do will send you through a loop Like the ketamine Cause you really gotta live it to see what the f*ck I mean Dopamine, I'm an addict fiend Shaking off I'm giving up Fighting every night Send the kids inside Spit into the eye of inhibition All within the ledger lines Turn position off Crank diffusion up Sink one more ship To lighten the load Fighting every night Send the kids inside Spit into the eye of inhibition All within the ledger lines