Day 2: I Cried in Public (feat. Tino & Caleb Townshend)

Dial in dumb dreamer It get lonesome Can't just love and get lost I can't keep it innocent A plague upon my ignorance I speak in bullshit quintessence Half percent turns 40 And landmines go grey I layback I hurry I bleed out in vein I go right a path she won't believe she said Go left some turmoil played off instead Real soul? I try Taken me aback by the look that's in your eyes Blood red dead stare yeah I'm running out of time I can hardly see my hands or feel my fingers all I wanna do is Run run run run run run run run it back run it back What you say is in my head I wanna see reality for what is is but instead I'm a fly on the wall of a horrifying nightmare Colors and shapes are distorted in ways I could never imagine I float into a whirlpool of violence and anger Ripped into pieces and put back together I'm fearing for my life a thousand eyes staring back at me Filled with unrelenting disgust at the sight of me Im an abomination in my castle in the air And I'm scared Dial in dumb dreamer It gets lonesome Can't just love and get lost I remember when you told me you had a set of knives under your belt I remember when you lied and told me that they weren't for somebody else I pushed and pulled my heart for you And you just shot me down I cried in public for you I formed a bubble round my room Tell me what she has that I don't Just one more time can you hold me close