Pink Sea

I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can feel the pink sea flowing through my veins every time That I come back down to solid ground And the ground is an ocean eating me up till I scream and the waves finally surround Finally surround like your arms when you come running back to me Like a stubborn child a stubborn child with a ax in your hand round your back And you sing that fatal sound And you let me in to let me down And you let me down to drown me out Pictures just hurt me, kind of in the worst way If I couldn’t go back, I wouldn’t look both ways Screaming out my lungs tryna re-rotate the sun Tryna bite my own tongue tryna sleep until I’m done I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew When it had started out I could never picture a newborn child lying in the ditch In a pool of used needles in a rich white blood puddle Our affection melts into rubble F*ck me with the lights on Warm bliss overtakes my abyss If only I could hold on And this fresh hell can dismiss I’m pushing up daisies in my skinny ass black jeans With a pen in my hand and a shovel in the other I’m burning down villages on the other side of the silver screen But I’m still afraid of a former lover I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew I can’t believe you I can’t believe you I can’t believe that I didn’t really need you I can see through you I can see through you I can see our past and it’s covered in mildew