Dear Momma(Regrets)

I was born November 26 1995 Sunday morning in Virginia I first opened my eyes Outside is bright I hear angels sing in the skies And that put a smile on momma face thank you God And he doctor smacked my ass but I didn't make a sound I couldn't see a thing but I could still hear my momma cries Tears of joy She welcoming her baby boy into the world Where love and pain you can't avoid Use to talk to me all the time About her lows and her highs What it means to be a mom All the pros and all the cons I would listen but I couldn't even respond Was still a baby playing with the nearest toy that I could find In a daze remember the days tween you and I Them car rides where we use to cruise to hova and nas That's the reason why I care bout a womans taste in music If I send you a song shorty make no mistake You gonne love it Curtis blow I gotta show you breaks And when you left mom the music was my only escape Use to tell me as child the world I was the flyest around You the reason why I'm heavy on astrology now You the reason why I'm flying now I'm trying to grab your hand I'm so high up in the clouds I don't know how to get down Your pops up in heaven bet he smiled when he seen ya My only regret is that my child will never meet you Therapy sessions just to deal with the stress Adding to my never ending list of regrets I Wish you were alive just to see the success Now I'm strong enough to get some shit off my chest My only regret was not being able to take you mall and buy you anything up off shelf My only regret was not being able to put you on a private jet I love you death My only regret was not cherishing the last phone call we had before you took your last breath My only regret is not being able to hug you one last time before they layed you to rest