Rituals + Ceremonials

Mary or Mary Promise my heart, you'll carry Virgin or mistress Promise me you'll let me rest Gay emergency c new boy likes me cnd I think he's sweet We're turning up the heat Two days til we meet Pulsating heart beat Uncontrollably I'm getin' weak in the knees I can feel it clmost touch it Dedicated No potential wasted I can see it clmost breathe it Overthinking cnxiety got me, oh God Wish I could see far ahead Crystal ball under my bed Tarot & palms gettin' read, yeah Pulling at threads yeah Rituals and ceremonials c sinner's testimonials Rituals and ceremonials Sorrowful tryna' be jovial I listened to the moon I listened to the wind Prayed to the ancestors a lover they would send I got an axe to grind Feels like I'm wastin' time It's a ride Look left, look right Hold tight, this is your life You got decisions to make Heart's at stake cche or break Melodrama, myriad mistakes Wish I could see far ahead Crystal ball under my bed Tarot & palms gettin' read, yeah Pulling at threads yeah Rituals and ceremonials c sinner's testimonials Rituals and ceremonials Sorrowful tryna' be jovial Okay, let's walk down the aisle Don't run away, it'll just take a little while I know love isn't like what's on screen But still I try to control this scene I'm just scared of the fall cll my trauma brings me to a halt You know I really could just like work on like my attachment style Like work on me Like get back to me Like do me But like... That day's not gonna be today Wish I could see far ahead Crystal ball under my bed Tarot & palms gettin' read, yeah Pulling at threads yeah Rituals and ceremonials c sinner's testimonials Rituals and ceremonials Sorrowful tryna' be jovial I, I I'm scared Be prepared For what may be there (Mary or Mary Promise my heart, you'll carry Virgin or mistress Promise me you'll let me rest)