How Can You

How can you love me When I need learn to love myself How can you trust me? With all of this pain that delt Girl I wouldn't trust me Cause I've seen the shame inside myself I couldn't love me Cause I know that pain hurts far to well The pain that I attract And burdens that I carry With a bag of soil Look for the perfect place to bury Alone doesn't seem so scary Lately it's my only friend Introduce me to my demon I won't be the same again Trusts a double sided blade And I still got scares that still Need healing Or maybe it's just me And I don't find myself Appealing I can't find Or cure your needs If I could trade my pain for money I'd have stacks hitting the ceiling Maybe they'd think I'm worth somthing Cause I think that I'm worth nothing I got scars to call your bluff Grandmas said boy that's enough You're grandpa raised you to be tuff Always know that you'll be loved Just say a prayer Your day will come But I've been waiting here so long I've dug myself right out the mud How can you love me When I don't love myself How can you trust me With all this on my belt Cause I keep skeletons In my closet Baby girl answer this Please be honest How can you love When I need to learn to love myself How can you trust me With all of this pain that I've been dealt Girl I wouldn't trust me Cause I've seen the shame inside myself Girl I couldn't love me Cause I know that pain hurt far too well. I found my love In her eyes was the garden of edan You plant a kiss That was Seeded With the care that I needed You leave your pedals In my mind And your scent on my sheets Your smile rivals any sunset Its truly is a sight to see. I found my smile in your voice And the vibrations you carry At first this feeling was scary I found myself overbearing With all these feelings of doubt Your voice would always stand out When I lose hope in myself It's like you know how to help But how can you love me When I don't love myself Hands tattered in my sins I wear my baggage like a belt How can you trust me And hope I'll stay the same I've done see to many people Cutting corners, switch lanes Maybe it's our day and age Or maybe it's our DNA To worry about ourselves In this world it's pay to play But I've been paying for her pain And she's been playing with my heart I got a lot of issues baby This is where they start How can you love me When I need to learn To love myself How can you trust me With all of this pain that I've been delt Girl I wouldn't trust me Cause I've seen the shame inside myself Girl I could love me Cause I know that pain hurt far to well How can you love me When I need to learn To love myself How can you trust me With all of this pain that I've been delt Girl I wouldn't trust me Cause I've seen the shame inside myself Girl I could love me Cause I know that pain hurt far to well