It Aint Easy

Yea Yea I told Kei send me some beats She sent this through like 7:00 I had it done by 8:30 no bullshit Aye Yea Aye Yea Aye My life was never easy, no My life was never easy If I told you bout all of my thoughts you won't believe me If I counted up the lonely nights you won't believe me I remember selling my first tape on CD Now I got ten million streams do you believe me Still can't pat myself on the back Cause when it comes to life I still feel like I lack I told my therapist I feel like I ain't accomplished shit Cause I always strive for higher accomplishments Like having a million dollars, I still ain't seen it yet Moving to California, the land where the stars rest Have you ever had a dream so big you'll die for that People shit on it you'll go home and cry for that I learned I can't stress about whats out of my control I wish somebody would've told me that at 20 years old Nothing comes easy gotta grind for what you want Pray for it and when you get it gotta grind like you don't Aye That's real Aye Ain't nothing easy in this game of life Yall know I got more Aye look A lot of things are easier said than done Since I was a shorty I knew I would be the one The one to bring change but I still haven't won But I'm optimistic feeling like the best is yet to come When I was younger I would always speak about the age of 30 Now it's 2 years away and I'm kinda feeling worried Like by now I feel I should've done better Like Will Smith what if I never get my life together You think it's easy when ya bills past due Can't afford rent, now you forced to move Compare yourself to others feeling like they past you Hoping for a blessing feeling like God passed you You think it's easy going through a heartbreak You don't want a new girl, youn even wanna date So hurt you can't eat, youn even want a plate Now you living with regrets that you just can't shake, no It ain't easy, at all Aye