A Real Life Story of a Mid-Twenties Depression pt1

I've been betrayed by love Relationship growing up we still you ass f*ck Didn't know you for that long But it felt long enough I f*ck with you tough give you my loyalty All of my trust Threw the blood sweat and tears years got rough I'm good on side love I ain't saying that much But yeah I knew what you do when in the clutch I just let you do what you do And kept it on the hush That's my worst mistake I allowed to much I remember we use to talk bout stuff Like bettering us But now all we do is fuss cuss I need to rush I risk losing it all Can't surrender her touch Then got caught in a jam Damn look at who got busted That day something inside died Feeling disgusted Try to make it right Josh Don't stand by and do nothing But that's the only thing I did Didn't do nothing To busy numbing pain Repressed assumptions Now ain't this something I even stopped questioning your company Insecurities erupting Saying abruptly That nobody care about me That nobody love me But you was there for me Threw good bad and the ugly You'll do anything for the one you love Now ain't that lovely Now you was there for me Threw the good bad and the ugly You'll do anything for the one you love Now ain't that Love A real life story of a mid-twenties depression J comma Aye