Tularosa

I'm not afraid to die alone, but I am petrified to lose the ones I live for So if there really is a man who watches over me, he'll know to let them be Cause I've been trying to make it right between my ears But there's an awful lot of trouble down that road So I stumble through the hours like they're the years And I pretend to be the man you've come to know Tularosa's in your blood, so go wherever you will go I promise you that when this old world calls your bluff, you're gonna think of home Oh, I'd kill to see your face again Pet my old dog and call my friends Oh, I'd kill to find that place again I'd hug my mom, unpack my sins Talking Jesus at the Tulie Freeze I am cussing out the waitress I let my anger get the best of me, I know I did But I will testify to powers big as mountain tops That I can mend my soul Now I'm trying to make it right between my ears But there's an awful lot of trouble down that road So I stumble through the hours like they're the years And I pretend to be the man you've come to know Tularosa's in your blood now, so go wherever you will go I promise you that when this old world calls your bluff, you're gonna think of home Oh, I'd kill to see your face again Bring back my old dog God I miss him Oh, I'd kill to find that place again I'd hug my mom, unpack my sins There's a little boy who's on his way, who's looking up to me for all I know And I just pray that he will see the kind of man he'd like to be when he's all grown