Mayhem

Never caught been lackin', not before, no Never been a victim after a show, not the show After I perform, I go to this hotel It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams Never caught been lackin', not before, no Never been a victim after a show, not the show After I perform, I go to this hotel It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams I've been grinding hard, a light ending at the tunnel I've signed no autographs, they act like I'm someone that they know No this isn't just for show If this is a Denouement, I need a couple roses And to retire (Who?) my mom, my grandma and my aunt And that's just if I planned, to make a living off of this But I'm not Eminem And no that's not a diss, because he saved my life And I'm sure you're tired I talk about my kids and wife As if I had one, shit I don't 'Cause I have none Fake it till you make it, make it till you can't take it I just think it is part of my desire, I just think it's part of what fuels my fire I just think it's partly how I'm defined, I just think that I'm a nickel to a dime I just think: That, this, tit for, tat and more Who deserves what? A hoe, slut, cunt or whore Never caught been lackin', not before, no Never been a victim after a show, not the show After I perform, I go to this hotel It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams Never caught been lackin', not before, no Never been a victim after a show, not the show After I perform, I go to this hotel It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams Okay, let's make a deal: You get famous, you get riches, you get mansions, you get bitches You get salmon that's delicious, you get steak, you get chicken You get beef, you get a kitchen, you get everything, it comes with all the fixings But for a penance, you must do something in return You're used to doing favors, and this will be a repentance You say goodbye right to your youth, you skip it, yes that's true But you don't go to parties, so in the end, it's up to you And then you get to choose, between your family or within you Which is a small price, that's just business as ush' But like I said it's up to you, end the cycle, keep it spinnin' I don't really care, but it's within your best interest But look into this ball, your family wouldn't be suffering You can have what you wish, you just have to sacrifice for it You can do what it takes Make your grandma, aunt, and mom, make them set for life Will your decision really be wrong? When you get home, at the end of each day Look into the mirror, smile and you can say: "I did it, I made it, I won it, never lost" But you ran away, you never faced your problems Did you move on from... (Stop) You hate it, you faked it You won it, but you lost And now you have nothing, it was your love life that had cost So now you got pills, and a gun, so go have fun Never caught been lackin', not before, no Never been a victim after a show, not the show After I perform, I go to this hotel It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams Never caught been lackin', not before, no Never been a victim after a show, not the show After I perform, I go to this hotel It looks like, doesn't seem, it's showtime, but there's no screams