Other Side

Grass ain't always greener on the other side Sometimes it's so hard to get through the night Hoping as if you love me Writin' up this message, yeah, I'm writin' up this letter Hopin' by some miracle you can see this up from Heaven I wish that I could see you, I wish that I could hear you This is a letter to my grandpa, cause I know somehow I feel you And I know that when we lost my grandma, nothing was the same I should've stayed that night to be with you I keep thinkin' you would still be here But I know that's wishful thinking That's a fallacy to be thinking And somehow your death's kept me from drinking But the sound of the Crown just sounds amazing And I guess I'm kind of lying cause I drink just a tad bit But I need it as a stress reliever, need it as this life gets deeper I know that it's no help, no help to be a smoker Cause that took both of you away from me But reunited both of you closer Grass ain't always greener on the other side Sometimes it's so hard to get through the night Hoping as if you love me Grass ain't always greener on the other side Sometimes it's so hard to get through the night Hoping as if you love me And some of these emotions, I had a hard time understanding Prior to these events, but the sound of beer and cigs are just a myth It's hard to believe that I'm still standing, Example A, here's the exhibit: March 19th of last year, when my dad had a fuckin' seizure March 23rd, my grandma, diagnosed with lung cancer And then when it hits May, she thought she was dyin', she was panting And then on Mother's Day, put down my dog on that damn Sunday It was unfortunate, but kidney failure kept advancing And then as things continued, things spiraled, didn't return So this is a segment of my life, as you guys see it, and now you've learned And this is what I'm up against when my family's under attack They tell me to praise God, why would he let this all happen? Grass ain't always greener on the other side Sometimes it's so hard to get through the night Hoping as if you love me Grass ain't always greener on the other side Sometimes it's so hard to get through the night Hoping as if you love me