Rebirth

It's been hard to say I'm alright, when everything's put on the line Still no one by my side, and I think I'm out my mind It's been hard to say I'm alright. when everything's put on the line Still no one by my side, and I think I'm out my mind I've been going through some ups and downs, Typically considered to be adversity, I don't know where to go, where to hide, should I die? That's what I ask myself on a daily basis, Oh another problem, can I face this? Daily self-hatred, barely make it through the day Try to hang myself, try to slit my wrists But nothing works, so I play on the aches Kinda like I fake my happiness, put a fake smile on But no matter how often I smile wrong, I hate what I see when I look in the mirror So technically, you could say I reflect on myself Cause when I hate me, I'm my own worst enemy And I waste years of my life hating JDF, wait, and what's her face? But I don't take back, I just double down on the flack And no, I don't regret what I said 'Cause no matter what, you're still dead to me But I do what it takes to keep going Yeah, maybe I should keep going It's been hard to say I'm alright, when everything's put on the line Still no one by my side, and I think I'm out my mind It's been hard to say I'm alright, when everything's put on the line Still no one by my side, and I think I'm out my mind Yeah I'm reborn, born again, bitch I was down for the count, but if I get back up, I will win Let me show you what it takes to stomp back up on Yes, so technically you're dead wrong If you think you can stop me, back on my feet Defeat, never recognized it So have a nice day to the peeps that thought I lost Or wanted me to, sorry, for your loss 'Cause I do it for the fans The reason, I survived suicide on the topic that I almost died Tragically twice in my own home, what is my own bathroom Slit my wrist, and almost overdosed in my dome My dome is my room since I wore the trashy jacket Same blue jeans cut into the seam, and it's funny as it seems I overcame it So RIP to the death plots When everything's put on the line, still no one by my side And I think I'm out my mind It's been hard to say I'm alright When everything's put on the line, still no one by my side And I think I'm out my mind