Worse Together

I just want you To know How I feel See I love you I don't want to stop But I should just let go of this girl And this pain in my chest But it's so hard to let go Of and just rest Knowing I lost her And crushed my own dreams And my own hopes Get treated like shit so much When you believe that's what you deserve And there's not much Cause when you make that decision There's nothing else to use for a crutch And while I sit back and write I think about how much my last girl treated me right And I regret letting go of her But she deserved to be happy And it wasn't nice To let go of her And tell her she needs someone else Because I have demons of my own And I don't want anyone else to see The dark shit that has overtaken me I'm so sorry that you didn't get to see But I didn't want to be A burden that would take you down with me And I know That I don't deserve a second chance But if there is ever anything you need You know you got me Just know you got me I'll love you always forever Can't you see that I'm so sorry that you didn't get to see But I didn't want to be A burden that would take you down with me And I know That I don't deserve a second chance But if there is ever anything you need You know you got me Just know you got me I'll love you always Forever And I'm sorry It hurts The love game When you think you're ready and you ain't But it isn't apparent so you screw yourself over When good decisions seem good But they ain't And you only got yourself to blame And I'm sitting by myself House all alone And the only good thought in my mind was seeing the smile on your pretty face God please Take me up to the beautiful place Away Take me from here This sick and cruel world I don't wanna be apart But it's a rule That I can't commit suicide Because of the reaction from my family I love them really But I hate suffering from this depression and anxiety I hate it So I pray to you to save me But the worst part is that I'm not hearing anything I'm waiting for some answers that I will probably never receive So Dear God I know you hear this and it sounds crazy I know you love me But sometimes I feel like you hate me And I'm sorry if it's a bad way of stating I still love you and believe in you For I know I'm a sinner It's temptation And no matter how hard I try I try to refrain from it I really do But I really need you And it's weird When maybe this should be a wake up call of what is and isn't meant to be And maybe hugs and love is all I need But I hate screwing up and feeling worthless And I don't know if that's meant to be Maybe I should just give up I'm so sorry that you didn't get to see But I didn't want to be A burden that would take you down with me And I know That I don't deserve a second chance But if there is ever anything you need You know you got me Just know you got me I'll love you always forever Can't you see that I'm so sorry that you didn't get to see But I didn't want to be A burden that would take you down with me And I know That I don't deserve a second chance But if there is ever anything you need You know you got me Just know you got me I'll love you always Forever And I'm sorry I just want you To know How I feel See I love you I don't want to stop