Lost Smiles, Long Miles

Where were you when I was in search of my lost smiles Yes my feet hurt swear to God I walked them long miles You took my dirt and used it against me I was your dog pile Distant memories of our love becoming lost files But I'm giving up, sick of playing y'all games See I can't win but now the fix is up Can't be mad I took that risk, you gotta be mad yo heart ain't big enough I put soul up in these hits to hide my sins but you gone dig them up No more learned lessons if you wanna be in my presence You gotta earn that blessing I got rid of all distractions ain't no point in stressing Can you take me for who I am these are my confessions I'm still searching for my peace somebody say a prayer I don't drop down on my knees I ran outta all my favors They can't see what's underneath cause I got plenty layers Someone show me how to love, do I have any takers Since I been going up I see they been talking down I see these niggas square so they can't be my round I'm aiming for the stars so if I fall I land on clouds Where were you when I was in search of my lost smiles Yes my feet hurt swear to God I walked them long miles You took my dirt and used it against me I was your dog pile Distant memories of our love becoming lost files But I'm giving up, sick of playing y'all games See I can't win but now the fix is up Can't be mad I took that risk, gotta be mad yo heart ain't big enough I put soul up in these hits to hide my sins but you gone dig them up You guilty acting innocent I'm sick of this yeah You hating puts my life at risk I'm ending this nah You seen he wasn't me and now you missing me woah Sit back and kick my feet up watch this whole thing unfold These niggas will take ya top off right in broad day These niggas acting down but they Broadway yeah I did this shit just how I wanted f*ck what y'all say From the school of hard knocks I walk them hallways I'm feeling like I'm Malcom get it by any means Stopped showing these niggas love found my enemies Had to cut off some of my own blood but it's killin me Where were you when I was in search of my lost smiles Yes my feet hurt swear to God I walked them long miles You took my dirt and used it against me I was your dog pile Distant memories of our love becoming lost files But I'm giving up, sick of playing y'all games See I can't win but now the fix is up Can't be mad I took that risk, gotta be mad yo heart ain't big enough I put soul up in these hits to hide my sins but you gone dig them up