Nightmares Are Still Dreams

Chasing everything I ever wanted But this shit ain't what it seems nah nah It's a hard pill to swallow when you realize Your nightmares are still dreams yeah It's a long road back Misunderstood I feel like Kodak I rather be judged by 12 than wear a toe tag Tell me what does all of it mean I can no longer continue being a pawn In my own scheme My hurt run so deep that you can drown in it I'm finally saying with my chest That's why I sound different I let you in my heart and you were surprised What you found in it yeah You showed me everything right And I leaped bounds with it My life sophisticated This love fake or real? It's hard to differentiate it And all the help a nigga give feel unappreciated But all the grimey shit I did got my soul weighted I'm still finding out who I am But I know who I'm not nah Pray to God this gun don't jam If they try to take me out nah I give them credit I ain't falling for no scams Man they tryna get the drop, tryna find out where I am Chasing everything I ever wanted But this shit ain't what it seems nah nah It's a hard pill to swallow when you realize Your nightmares are still dreams yeah It's a long road back Misunderstood I feel like Kodak I rather be judged by 12 than wear a toe tag Tell me what does all of it mean I can no longer continue being a pawn In my own scheme The way that I been living I think I need an angel Paranoid, the way he looking he must have an angle My heart and mind they wrestling I feel like Kurt Angle Mama praying for me I feel protected Ma you know I thank you, yeah yeah I can't escape the war that's going on inside my head Looked in your eyes and your face, guilty it plead If it wasn't for my kids in my life I prolly be dead This gotta be the truest words I ever said Nightmares keeping me up until the morning You're afraid Ima leave without warning I'll never leave you cold when it's storming You hopped on my train when nobody else was boarding Chasing everything I ever wanted But this shit ain't what it seems nah nah It's a hard pill to swallow when you realize Your nightmares are still dreams yeah It's a long road back Misunderstood I feel like Kodak I rather be judged by 12 than wear a toe tag Tell me what does all of it mean I can no longer continue being a pawn In my own scheme Chasing everything I ever wanted But this shit ain't what it seems nah nah It's a hard pill to swallow when you realize Your nightmares are still dreams