closure.

rying to find a place of peace, The price ain't cheap, Though the fight is mine, 
My mind is fatigued. My thoughts weep,
When it comes to the page, Thoughts of if I act like you, 
Would I be treated the same? I guess pains from a place we can't mask, So how you'd you cope, 
Cropped Instagram filters and act 
You know stones and glass houses. Doubted your hidden privilege, Protruding its head, when I said, I'm reaching my limit. 
So let me clarify, I know that I, Still walk and learn, But if I don't write it, 
Might ignite it, roll it, And burn My silence is deafening to those Who speak in the codes, Blocking aint moving on, Its moving feelings You couldn't uphold.
If my story was told, 
I'd want it rooted in truth, Not the perfection of the lie, But the beauty in youth, So whats the use in debate, If we can't relate in our findings, I know who I am, 
It was you who was hiding. I guess over, 
So I've finally found my closure. Look in the mirror And who do I see Reflecting impressions Who id never be, I'd go the extra mile, To show my awkward smile, While you'd say my ways, Never matched the profile, You Wanted more commitment, 
Whilst you were tearing the locs, Guess honesty blocked, With fear of scaring us off, 
There's a lesson in loss, Trouble teaches, When you're willing to learn, Hard times create the mines, For the gems that we yearns, I really found myself with self-reflection, As we can get lost, in the loss, of the feelings, that we chose to cut off. 
So what we've got, 
is a time of insecurity, But true happiness would be, Finding your secure in me..