Castle of Lies

Expressing myself always been a struggle Battling demons, trapped in a bubble Depression weighin heavy on my soul Generational traumas taking its toll In a chokehold that you just can't see Wishin my parents didn't even have me Now I got to my pay what I owe But that life No excuses, let's go Everything we say defines us Actions build upon that trust You looked at me as I was a savior And I gladly gave you that favor But I'm dying inside I want to hide I've built our castle out of lies You lookin at me But I'm the issue I'm the one to blame Drowning in shame Like a tribe called quest I'll find a way Time to rewrite the script Flip the next page So tired of my pride It's become my cage Trapped in a haze Lost in a maze But now I see the truth, It's time to change my old ways Steppin out of the shadows Embracing all these brighter days Everything we say defines us Actions build upon that trust You looked at me as I was a savior And I gladly gave you that favor But I'm dying inside I want to hide I've built our castle out of lies You lookin at me But I'm the issue I'm the one to blame Drowning in shame I'm dying inside I want to hide I've built our castle out of lies You lookin at me But I'm the issue I'm the one to blame Drowning in shame