Can't Stand The Rain

(CashMoneyAP) J.d. baby Listen up mane let me take you back (oso with that fire boy) Sometimes my mind be on another level And i just can't take the pain Wanna put a hot one in my brain Cold out here and i can't hold up Sometimes my mind be on another level And i just can't take the pain Wanna put a hot one in my brain It's cold out here and i can't stand the rain Sometimes my mind be on another level And i just can't take the pain Wanna put a hot one in my brain It's cold out here and i can't stand the rain Well it's me J.D. yeah I'm here to tell my story Nobody really listens They just choose to ignore me Please adore these words That i'm spitting in your ear (in your ear) Hey this is something you should hear Love don't live here anymore It's done walked out that front door And it kills me to say you made me this way Mama kicked me out at 17 years old First time i heard my story by zro I ain't gonna lie i damn sure cried Took off my shirt just to wipe my eyes (aye) Mama left for a week Left me with nothing to eat Mama left for a week Left me with nothing to drink Dad said i couldn't come stay Till whitney and got their own place Brother asked if i wanna move in Nah bruh i gotta handle this like a man So i bagged up the e and hit the streets Aye mane these things right here Going for twenty dollars each Sometimes my mind be on another level And i just can't take the pain Wanna put a hot one in my brain It's cold out here and i can't stand the rain Sometimes my mind be on another level And i just can't take the pain Wanna put a hot one in my brain It's cold out here and i can't stand the rain (hey) I'm stuck between life and death Wondering if i should live or just kill myself My minds fucked up i be full of them drugs Standing on the edge and i'm ready to jump Laid off in that er bed Fighting for my life Doctors telling my family There's a chance i might not survive Oh no he's suicidal Send his ass to red river Smoking drinking drowning In this cloudy alcoholic river Man i'm tired of sleeping on the floor Ain't got a damn thing to call my own To my family i was a bum But they gonna miss me when i'm gone I'm tired of the pain and stress Got a plan to end all of this Everything i loved got took from me Why the hell did he take you from me I've been dealing with a lot of shit lately When i have percs and cigs i'm happy So when you see me fucked up Please don't judge me Tired of the pain and stress Got a plan to end all of this Everything i loved got took from me Why the hell did he take you from me I've been dealing with a lot of shit lately When i have percs and cigs i'm happy So when you see me fucked up Please don't judge me Sometimes my mind be on another level And i just can't take the pain Wanna put a hot one in my brain It's cold out here and i can't stand the rain Sometimes my mind be on another level And i just can't take the pain Wanna put a hot one in my brain It's cold out here and i can't stand the rain Sometimes my mind be on that level Where i wanna put a hot one in my brain Hear that gun shot Bang