Kurt Cobain

I don't know what to do man, I'm scared as f*ck, I feel like my demons about to win man Man, I got a lot of pain in my heart man, just hear me out on this one Yeah, this might be the last song I ever write Yeah, yeah, I've been sitting in this lonely house Having dark conversations to myself Wondering if I should live or die Yeah, I'm really contemplating suicide Like who's really gonna miss me Lord, I pray you forgive me Tell my son and my unborn child I love them Now load the gun up, click clack bang, I'm going out like Kurt Cobain I got a heart for sale, 23 years worth of miles Road hard, hung up wet, it's not in the best shape but it hasn't stopped beating yet It's been broken so many times but it's still full of love The trust fluid is running low and it just needs a happy home It's been good to me but it's time that I let it go My brain and heart are having fits now my thoughts are in control One thing saying blow your brain out The other saying think about your son and the one you got on the way now God, can you please lead the way Please 'Cause I feel like I'm losing my way I'm doing all I can but I'm just one man I don't think these people really understand I remember being homeless, I ain't no where to go Jumping house to house, sleeping on a new couch I grabbed a gun and wanted to blow my brain But then I thought about my son and my child that's on the way James Gunna Keller, I love you Yeah, yeah, I've been sitting in this lonely house Having dark conversations to myself Wondering if I should live or die Yeah, I'm really contemplating suicide Like who's really gonna miss me Lord, I pray you forgive me Tell my son and my unborn child I love them Now load the gun up, click clack bang, I'm going out like Kurt Cobain Lord, I'm down on my knees Want to talk some things out If this relationship don't work I wanna throw in the towel Been looking for a reason to blow my brain They say gotta wait on God but I'm ready man My heart's been damaged and I can't take it no more Remember when I used a belt and I had woke up on the floor I guess it wasn't strong enough I'll do better next time I'm just tired of all this drama Bullshit tired of this life And I know I should be strong But I had enough and I'm tired of hanging on So if you love me better love me now You're either with me or against me Ain't no way around I just got a lot of things going through my head I got this feeling that I'm about to be dead I'm just tired of trying to turn this place into a happy home Alone Yeah, yeah, I've been sitting in this lonely house Having dark conversations to myself Wondering if I should live or die Yeah, I'm really contemplating suicide Like who's really gonna miss me Lord, I pray you forgive me Tell my son and my unborn child I love them Now load the gun up, click clack bang, I'm going out like Kurt Cobain