Overdose

Little do you know How I'm breakin' while you fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories Little do you know I'm tryin' to pick myself up piece by piece Little do you know I need a little more time Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind I'm ready to forgive you, but forgettin' is a harder fight Little do you know I need a little more time (Aye, yo Jeffery this one broke my heart) (J.D. baby) In a crowed room I still feel alone (feel alone) Why tell me you love me When you know you don't (you know you don't) When I was up Everybody came around (came around) When I lost it all Ain't nobody couldn't be found Don't call or text my phone Just leave me the f*ck alone I'm in my own zone Knowing I'm a die alone We sit around and we crack jokes (aye) Took so many pills I'm probably gonna overdose I take these pills to numb the pain (numb the pain) Yeah, but I got a feeling My demons gonna take me away By tonight, my life's been wrong I'm trying to make it right So I just roll the dice (roll the dice) God saved me some many times Don't know if he can do it tonight My hearts been aching I put that shit on ice I been in my head laying in my bed I just wanna be gone So stressed and depressed I just wanna be gone Aye, everything I loved Just don't excite me no more Gunner, Piper and bexlie ( I love y'all) Y'all are who I do this for As a kid I use to dream Now all I have is nightmares I'm 25 now You said I'd be lucky if I got here I got immune to the pills (aye) I up'd my dosage (dosage) It's so sad (just so sad) I might end up overdosing I'm happy when I'm high (high) I'm sad when I'm sober This has been a tough battle Don't cry when the war is over I really hate this disease Constantly searching for peace Send my soul up Put my body six feet In a crowed room I still feel alone (feel alone) Why tell me you love me When you know you don't (you know you don't) When I was up Everybody came around (came around) When I lost it all Ain't nobody couldn't be found Don't call or text my phone Just leave me the f*ck alone I'm in my own zone Knowing I'm a die alone We sit around and we crack jokes (aye) Took so many pills I'm probably gonna overdose I take these pills to numb the pain Take me away Trying to make it right Roll the dice God saved me some many times Don't know if he can do it tonight My hearts been aching I put that shit on ice I been in my head laying in my bed I just wanna be gone So stressed and depressed I just wanna be gone Aye, everything I loved Just don't excite me no more Gunner, Piper and bexlie Y'all are who I do this for As a kid I use to dream Now all I have is nightmares I'm 25 now You said I'd be lucky if I got here