So I Can Think

Feel my pain I just mixed the lean In a pineapple fante Got them percocets And then xanxies Everything that I love Got taken from me Including you Lord, why does this keep on happening Send me sign So much pain How much more can I take I took so many pills Now I think I OD'd Lay me down to sleep Now let me rest in peace I knew I'd die young anyway Depression taking over my brain I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think My family say they love me But it's really hard to tell I'm doing my best But in they eyes I ain't doing well They say I need to get a job Like I ain't trying Put all these apps in And I know that they hiring Everybody except me No high school diploma nor GED So these high class piss heads talk down on me Say I ain't gon' be shit And I soberly agree But on Perc, Xans and lean I totally disagree I took so many pills Now I think I OD'd Lay me down to sleep Now let me rest in peace I knew I'd die young anyway Depression taking over my brain I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think I hear what you saying man But I mean it's like a fucked up feeling man Like I feel like I ain't gon' make it to 2019 man Like this shit got me going insane It's like I'm going all out Like I don't give a f*ck no more Whether I live or die I don't give a f*ck if I wake up or not man I'm just tired bro, for real And if I never see that day I pray to God that my family's okay That's all I want, okay And if I die don't cry It's alright, yeah, I'm doing fine I took so many pills Now I think I OD'd Lay me down to sleep Now let me rest in peace I knew I'd die young anyway Depression taking over my brain I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think I need all these drugs so I can think