So Close, Yet So Far

This close Maybe this is my last take? maybe this is my first take, you guys don't know shit My roommates can probly hear me rapping, but they cant hear the beat, so, its just me yelling But they don't care man, they know my dreams are (My dreams are) So close So close So close But still so far away Far away Far away So close But still so far away My mind was caged now its flying away I soar to the swisher and inhale away Thoughts sink in, I let the faucet spray Float my troubles on a high and watch em sail away I dream about the future, but I wake up in chains Like the sheets are clean, but the pillows are stained Cause my overflowing brain, untamed, oozing pain, cant explain How the comforts so close This close But still so far away Far away Far away This close But still so far away I was so close, man I almost closed Had her in no clothes, I suppose This is how love goes, lord I know Even this close Love can be so far away Far away Far away Love can be so far away This close This close Love can be so far away Yeah, love can be so far away There's a silver lining while were we're lying in these sheets Scrap the linens, ditch the blankets then repeat Once this round is over man surely I could sleep Nah my mind is goin wild and she doesn't wanna speak No more sheep, demons creep, I need to chief Or the beat, It's relief, from the grief If its steep, don't retreat, cause it seems The best things in life don't come with ease Yeah keep going I'm So close So close But still so far away Far away Far away So close But still so far away The stugglings a ritual, the musics what I did it for What's the sinnin for, grab the bottle sip a little more These blurry moments are so critical The truth becomes habitual, the truth becomes habitual Dropping the subliminals, shaping the syllables Creating the visual, make the best of something minimal The best of something minimal So close So close But still so far away Far away