TWENTIES

I get tired every now and then Tired every now and then Oh every now and then I get tired every now and then I get tired now and then I'm sick and tired of being tired of being tired Downplaying it to now and then is how I'm wired Spending life living this cycle but what's the cost? Ironic the only thing that I found is that I'm lost in the maze's middle just running around But now it phases little and I stop and sit down I don't feel I'll get out soon enough thinking what's the cause of this? I got that acceptance letter in '17 And I said goodbye to everything I went through in high school After graduation I lost my cool Was excited to get started at the U Thought it'd get me ready for the game and it would help me start anew But I'm sitting out of bounds and never on the field And no matter what, the debt will accrue I felt like my hope was lost at 21 I was having a crisis, life is done I was trailing behind, I was trapped in my head I got out of it for a bit but it turned into dread Kicking in just as soon as I got out the bed And the voice inside of me intervened and said You need to prime your engine, convert yourself catalytic All these toxins, write it down, that could fix it then move on Twenties in my own eyes My vision is clear and it isn't And I fear as I peer to the distance But it's the only way to go right? It goes c'est la vie or say lovely I wanna see the future first But first I get tired every now and then Tired every now and then Oh every now and then I get tired every now and then I get tired now and then Still got a long way to go Things could go up from here though