Be Somebody (feat. Bonfire Dre)

(Let's go, Jesse) I've been backstabbed and lied to Nobody to cry to If you were in my shoes You'd probably do what I'd do I bent a lil' bit but I don't ever fold But I can't lie I feel the pressure though Another hit, another drink it wipes my memory I think that's how the devil tryna get to me I'm tryna keep my head above water But I look outside, and it's lookin' like a slaughter And if i'm bein' real, I've been marching on with all these open wounds So what the f*ck am I supposed to do? With all these scars leaking all over the room I been missed my dawg, I been missed my cousin Something's gotta give There's gotta be somethin' I've been feeling so uneasy, Been so long since I had peace Tell it all right to this microphone, It's my only release As the world been steady turning with the browning of the leaves We get closer to the edge and I hope they remember me Cause I'm gon' be somebody They gon' be proud of me Through the good, the bad and ugly I hope they love me And f*ck the cars, f*ck the houses, won't leave earth with your money Cause I'm gon' be somebody They gon' be proud of me Through the good, the bad and ugly I hope they love me And f*ck the cars, f*ck the houses, won't leave earth with your money You say you didn't need me And that's sad cause you're the only one who sees me for who I am I been tryna keep it real be the best I can But with these drugs I'm fighting demons I can't sink I swam, To the surface Under pressure I be failing cause I'm nervous Hoping all the work that I put in was fuckin' worth it I always doubt myself I take the progress and reverse it I'm the only one who's in my way Roll a blunt sit back so I don't feel my pain Face a backwood yeah that's four G's to my face Cause I was never good enough for anybody to stay Everything good in my life ends up turning to grey Depression's got me locked up that shit put me away Anxiety got me tweakin' I don't know what to say Life's got me down I been needing a change I woke up late I missed my appointment (Oh no) My whole life felt like a damn disappointment (God damn) Lately I'm a mess and been feelin' avoided I never beat the pain I had to go and join it I've been feeling so uneasy, Been so long since I had peace Tell it all right to this microphone, It's my only release As the world been steady turning with the browning of the leaves We get closer to the edge and I hope they remember me Cause I'm gon' be somebody They gon' be proud of me Through the good, the bad and ugly I hope they love me And f*ck the cars, f*ck the houses, won't leave earth with your money Cause I'm gon' be somebody They gon' be proud of me Through the good, the bad and ugly I hope they love me And f*ck the cars, f*ck the houses, won't leave earth with your money Had a hard time, Had a hard time, Had a hard time without your love Without your love I'm stuck You know you one of one And I'm thankful that I wasn't around I don't deserve that memory I can feel there ain't nothin left to salvage what you meant to me Better days, I'm just waiting til' I'm straight Been in a black hole for a couple hundred days Only feelin' safe when I know I'm not betrayed Been livin' at the crib but I feel I've overstayed When I was thirteen I had some words with Mama and it hurt me, Hurt dreams Callin' out for help but no one heard me A solo kid so please do not disturb me I know my worth you gotta earn me Cause now I'm dolo bitch, you can't hurt me You wasn't here from the start, you don't deserve me And when you played with my heart, that shit was dirty You tried to put me through pain and I reversed it I've been feeling so uneasy, Been so long since I had peace Tell it all right to this microphone, It's my only release As the world been steady turning with the browning of the leaves We get closer to the edge and I hope they remember me (All) Cause I'm gon' be somebody They gon' be proud of me Through the good, the bad and ugly I hope they love me And f*ck the cars, f*ck the houses, won't leave earth with your money Cause I'm gon' be somebody They gon' be proud of me Through the good, the bad and ugly I hope they love me And f*ck the cars, f*ck the houses, won't leave earth with your money (Jmar, let's fucking go)