That's On Me

(That not too many people in my corner stand with me) (Lets go, Jesse) (I can't fuckin' sleep I'm losin' breath it's hard to) (I can't fuckin' sleep I'm losin' breath it's hard to, f*ck) (I can't fuckin' sleep I'm losin' breath it's hard to breath, yeah) (Jmar, I miss you) I can't fuckin' sleep I'm losin' breath it's hard to breath 'member when you said that we forever meant to be But now I'm waking up the fog is clear and I can see That not too many people in my corner stand with me I guarantee One day I feel evil in this world is after me I can't figure out if all this pain is in my genes Ima beat the odds and make through by any means yeah And that's on me yeah And that's on me I didn't mean to relapse, Baby please don't look away I don't want you to forget, who I am Cause I'm lost in a world without you In a world without love, Baby please don't up and run, and abandon me I'm too tired of just survivin' (Too, too tired) I would love to truly live I really feel alive without a soul without a spirit No energy to keep runnin' through fire that's within it So I told myself that sighs of relief will probably tell them more than they need to know Separate my soul from my body so I can feel the cold Voices in my head call me coward cause I can't seem to go They know I bleed for show, they know I bleed for more Shorty why you callin' on my phone right now I said shorty why you callin' on my phone right now Shorty why you callin' on my phone right now I said shorty why you callin' on my phone right now I can't fuckin' sleep I'm losin' breath it's hard to breath 'member when you said that we forever meant to be But now I'm waking up the fog is clear and I can see That not too many people in my corner stand with me I guarantee One day I feel evil, in this world is after me I can't figure out if all this pain is in my genes Ima beat the odds and make through by any means yeah And that's on me yeah And that's on me I'm fighting with myself, I don't know where to turn no more Don't care about nobody else, I've never been this low before I'm the last one on the shelf, hoes treat me like a fuckin' toy I've been so compelled, to up and leave and tell nobody where I went Every time that you texted me, was bullshit I thought we were meant to be I'm steady searching for a remedy For the pain in my heart cause you're dead to me Why you callin' me a lame I gave you everything that you named The money, the cars, the sex, the fame, the shame that you claimed No disrespect on my name I'm sorry for you You just run away and you hide from the truth Now I'm singin' bout you line by line in the booth That clearly doesn't work out you should try somethin' new Feelin' like such a fool Shorty why you callin' on my phone right now I said shorty why you callin' on my phone right now Shorty why you callin' on my phone right now I said shorty why you callin' on my phone right now I can't fuckin' sleep I'm losin' breath it's hard to breath 'member when you said that we forever meant to be But now I'm waking up the fog is clear and I can see That not too many people in my corner stand with me I guarantee One day I feel evil, in this world is after me I can't figure out if all this pain is in my genes Ima beat the odds and make through by any means yeah And that's on me yeah And that's on me