Razorblade Salvation

Shara Worden: I know that times were hard I know that you've been feelin' down If you only knew how I'm feelinFor you If I could take your pain I wish that I could wash it all away If you only knew how i'm feelin Mommy I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry To be honest with you I don't think that I wanna die Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in others lives Thats probably why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5 It's kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived I thought alot about everything I said in the letter And questioned whether or not if I was dead you'd be better You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her It's too late now mommy I could never forget her Could never forget how she told me to love Cuz my father and my grandmother is always above It's glory above you know that daddy taught me to thug And everytime we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs (damn) I MISS 'EM mommy and it's hard to believe That I'm grown and I don't understand it - why did they leave