Goodbyes

I hate goodbyes Yea Alright now now now alright Alright now now now alright Alright now now I still re Member the first time I ever laid eyes on ya You had so many other guys on ya But then you pull up on me and I seen, that lil smile on ya And since that day man I could spot it from a mile on ya We get to speaking and and I was a lil shy but I got ya Instagram that was enough to make me wild for ya And I admit had me hesitant Months go by we steady dm-ing and I don't know why I didn't ask you out sooner tho but f*ck it it happened You rolled up to my school saying you was looking for smoke Like girl chill I just got done singing for real I was feeling myself So I asked ya what's the deal Fast forward we was going on steady I must admit Shit got real real quick it's like our chemistry mixed So beautifully. I slick bout you a lil jewelry Merry Christmas baby I hope you know how much you to me That's about how it started and After that/ I was off to LA, New Zealand, and Aussie ville We video chatted every day Gurl it was crazy Our time-zones so different You was staying up late And I was getting up early Brush my teeth in a hurry Gotta talk to my girly I hope that she ain't been worried I ask, you bout ya day, and proceed to tell you my yesterday You told me you love me I told you that shit'll never fade I promise that I'll never forget you I promised that I'd always protect you But now I feel it's you that looking down making sure we all safe Throughout the day, know you watching from a much better place July 4th when Chuy called me I was up in the rock Lighting bottle rockets with my 4 brothers the Chac's He told me that story's was true, and i only felt shock That's when I knew, hid in my room, and let the tears drop Aye let me talk to her one more time 'Fore we wrap it up I swear all this shit from the bottom of my heart I couldn't make this story up if I tried to Yea And yesterday I was dreaming It was back in December I was on the other side of world doña remember? Shit, I'm try-not to cry, let me keep thinking I really think I been doing fine I ain't been drinking but In this dream You was wit me Auckland Like the FaceTimes only this time it was awesome I gave you such a big hug feeling your arms then I seen that lil smile I ain't seen in a while You hadda white fur coat With the turtle necklace Girl ya glew like a angle I just felt protected No more hole in my chest no unrest it was the best Then I woke up and reached out but, you wasn't next to me That's when I realized it was just, a dream If it seem too good, it usually be I check my phone hoping messages from you is what I'll see Then I realized that you sent me the messages in my sleep Rest in peace to all my angels I ain't got no hook for this I just kinda wrote, wrote down what i felt But imma put something from a old song on here I guess We gone let it run As time goes the night grows A little bit darker The stars get smaller Your eyes become harder and harder to keep open Just keep hoping Soon enough you'll drink enough to keep going As time goes the night grows A little bit darker The stars get smaller Your eyes become harder and harder to keep open Just keep hoping Soon enough we'll drink enough to keep going