Journey

I live a hero's journey, I live behind a mask There ain't nothing you can do to stop me walkin' down my path No nothin' here can hurt me, not more than I can ask While I live my life I earn it, but my time is fading fast I live a hero's journey, I live behind a mask There ain't nothing you can do to stop me walkin' down my path No nothin' here can hurt me, not more than I can ask While I live my life I earn it, but my time is fading fast I'm not who I should be, yeah that's a fact End of the day, I can't take back my sins Where to begin? I've been in a cycle, locked in a loop No longer can I lie or confuse myself My hell is out of sight, but I get to choose I'm not who I could be, two step forwards One step back, I can't keep track of the good dream I'm looking for the righteous path I might just ask the Christ or pastor My disaster might just master me Cause my catastrophe is self-inflicted I should be evicted Don't deserve this life I'm livin But I'm forgiven Either way, I get a new day to make decisions But my devil's grinnin A new revision and I keep on sinnin Now who is really winnin' I live a hero's journey, I live behind a mask There ain't nothing you can do to stop me walkin' down my path No nothin' here can hurt me, not more than I can ask While I live my life I earn it, but my time is fading fast I live a hero's journey, I live behind a mask There ain't nothing you can do to stop me walkin' down my path No nothin' here can hurt me, not more than I can ask While I live my life I earn it, but my time is fading fast I'm fine for the moment, I know this And I continue goin But I notice I'm flowin So I continue rowin And the farther I go, it's harder to know If I'm in control of my boat Or if I'm coastin' off the road I'd see the opponent The shadow side behind my eyes Deciding where I'm goin I recognize that my disguise Might be my key to atonement But I've been goin' into the unknown And half the seeds I've sown have grown with weeds And now I'm left with all these habits I've collected I regret that I neglect my inner child Meanwhile, I fake smile at all the mirrors around me Can I be safe and sound Can I even stand up proud If I wake up daily makin' mistakes Because I live a hero's journey, I live behind a mask There ain't nothing you can do to stop me walkin' down my path No nothin' here can hurt me, not more than I can ask While I live my life I earn it, but my time is fading fast I live a hero's journey, I live behind a mask There ain't nothing you can do to stop me walkin' down my path No nothin' here can hurt me, not more than I can ask While I live my life I earn it, but my time is fading fast