How It Started(Da Intro)

This can't be livin, I just want a piece of mind from this misery I see death is only certain and my trust is hardly given Too busy watchin' for rats that I ain't see the snakes slitherin' My eyes was on the front, the back door open eventually My heart cold, it'll take a minute for it to unthaw veins frozen frigid and mind tickin' like a time bomb Holdin' on a lot, lately I been feelin' crazy My mind junkie, full of cluttered then a hoarder's basement I been through so much shit, you would've swore I was a closet auger Still scarred from the past, a son tales without a father Couldn't picture leavin' mines, especially five of my daughters Had to break that curse, that cycle want, prolong for longer I used to pump the block like that shottie that fell on my feet In too deep like Omar Epps, but I ain't work for police I lost a lot to this game, gave my all it brung me pain For all the broken hearts I caused, I felt the same when karma came Fiends came for my bus game, I was curious seein' things You got jumped for what you claim, unc said duck as shots ring Menace to society O-Dogg, I was much like Caine Got older and wiser and start seein' stranger things My brother crossed me out, niggas pointed me out Homie called my phone about his chick, I guess we're beefin now Went from pushin' P to niggas, niggas pushin' P to me I used and abused drugs to escape the place I be Looked that man in the mirror and I hate the man I see This some can be straighten out, like a dyke goin' back to D Put a piece to my head, thanks to God, I ain't squeeze Most scared to face the demons, I ended befriending me The voices I used to have finally stopped, came to a cease I fed my flesh so long that my soul was starvin' to eat Since money the root of evil, now I see why I had hell to pay Trialin' through my tribulations so my kids won't do the same I lost a lot to this game, gave my all it brung me pain For all the broken hearts I caused, I felt the same when karma came, Since money the root of evil, now I see why I had hell to pay Trialing through my tribulations so my kids won't do the same