Merry Go Round

Round, round, round, around, round, shit goes Going through life's ups and downs, I get high to balance lows I'm just tryin' to get by, but I'm tired and it shows Drink up as I pour up shots till it's gone Round, round, round, around, round, shit goes Going through life's ups and downs, I get high to balance lows I'm just tryin' to get by, but I'm tired and it shows Drink up as I pour up shots till it's gone Bruh I'm fucked up in the head, can I still blame it on my past Too old to be blaming dad, cause that's somethin' I ain't never had Did my momma not love me much, what is it that got me stuck Was it beatings from her husband, that had a kid pissin' under rugs Is it a therapist I could call, hands swollen from punching walls My crib had holes in it, now here I am tryin' to patch the scars Did the streets drive me crazy, things I seen done did maybe Without trust, you have nothin', so why the f*ck did I marry this lady Is it real cause she did me wrong, like baby moms who lead me on We done finally took the test, the pain ain't gone but I'm pressin' on I been robbed, no weapon drawn Life done came and strong armed Took err' lil thing I had, now I'm left with none(nun) like black and white on Round, round, round, around, round, shit goes Going through life's ups and downs, I get high to balance lows I'm just tryin' to get by, but I'm tired and it shows Drink up as I pour up shots till it's gone Round, round, round, around, round, shit goes Going through life's ups and downs, I get high to balance lows I'm just tryin' to get by, but I'm tired and it shows Drink up as I pour up shots till it's gone Goin' jive nuts, cause the way I think Livin' on the edge, got me on the brink I know when and how shit stinks It's backin' up, comin' out the sink I done did shit, I done seen shit Real shit, this is bullshit I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired of being sick and tired dealin' with it Isolation leads to self-reflection I'm a perfect imperfection Wounds heal, but it's scars present I wish for good, but the bad expected So when it comes, I'm least affected I've been curved, shaped as a crescent The truth hurt, but it's more respected Even Nike, had to check it My house full, but I'm all alone I've been robbed, no weapon drawn Life done came and just strong armed Left me hanging none to cling on Took err' lil thing I had Pride and joy, so I stay mad Floatin' sorrows in this here bottle I'm a guzzle my problems to a empty glass Round, round, round, around, round, shit goes Going through life's ups and downs, I get high to balance lows I'm just tryin' to get by, but I'm tired and it shows Drink up as I pour up shots till it's gone Round, round, round, around, round, shit goes Going through life's ups and downs, I get high to balance lows I'm just tryin' to get by, but I'm tired and it shows Drink up as I pour up shots till it's gone