5eva

Started walking on this path by myself Had a couple dreams but I put them on the shelf Peered into my soul trying to find my inner self Coming to my senses so I finally asked for help They said the first step is you got to face your pain Going through the motions like its more of just the same Had to go unlearn a couple things in my brain But I got spooked and I tried to fly away At 16 my homie said I was going to hell I went to church I said the spells altar boy church camp every summer going swell I rang the bells values held thoughts and prayers coins inside a wishing well Praised his name never took that shit in vain Then i start to question why i started seeing the divide People turning blind eyes don't wanna help the small guy Acting like we any better but it seems we all die So i just shrug it off because what am I to do I can't uproot the system but i could be with you So i create some strife flip my life overnight Ride to Chantaburi on my motorbike sitting like Playing every single situation through Die a million times just so I could live a few The longer I was quiet the louder felt the room Last time I grabbed the rose but this time i let it bloom And now I'm like trying yo figure where to go from here I'm higher than the stratosphere chaos sewn failure prone realizing the end is near Time is dear love is scarce get it while you're in the clear And just control my breathe Keep it simple Occam's Razor kind of concept Trying to live my best life before I find death And just accept that sometimes life can lack depth Started walking on this path by myself Had a couple dreams but I put them on the shelf Peered into my soul trying to find my inner self Coming to my senses so I finally asked for help They said the first step is you got to face your pain Going through the motions like its more of just the same Had to go unlearn a couple things in my brain But I got spooked and I tried to fly away