I Love You This Much

He can't remember The times that he thoughtDoes my daddy love me?Probably notThat didn't stop himFrom wishing that he didDidn't keep him from wantingOr worshipping himHe guesses he saw himAbout once a yearHe could still feel the way he feltStanding in tearsStretching his arms outAs far as they'd goWhispering daddyI want you to know[Chorus:]I love you this much And i'm waiting on youTo make up your mindDo you love me too?How ever long it takesI'm never giving up no matter whatI love you this muchHe grew to hate him for what he had done'cause what kind of fatherCould do that to his son?He said 'damn you daddyThe day that he diedThe man didn't blinkBut the little boy cried[Chorus:]I love you this much And i'm waiting on youTo make up your mindDo you love me too?How ever long it takesI'm never giving up no matter whatI love you this muchHalf way through the serviceWhile the choir sang a hymnHe looked up above the preacherAnd he sat and stared at himHe said'forgive me father' When he realizedThat he hadn't been unlovedOr alone all his lifeHis arms were stretched out As far as they'd goNailed to the crossFor the whole world to know[Chorus:]I love you this much And i'm waiting on youTo make up your mindDo you love me too?How ever long it takesI'm never giving up no matter whatI love you this much