3am In Ladera (feat. Pendrick)

Three in the morning check my phone and you going off I don't want to fight I'd rather talk it out Ain't no space for me to feel nothing we're going through For you to care what I'm feeling is foreign too Just want to have a conversation bout what's on your thoughts Without you verbally beating me to get points across The realist nigga that you know but I'm a man first. So you gotta know that shit you say can hurt It's fight or flight and every time you choose fly away Not only running but disappearing and hide away I been picking up my phone searching for your name And I don't even press talk cuz it ain't the same 2018 was rougher than a motherfucker 19 really wasn't no better 2020 Gadamn we lost a baby Trying to keep my mind off it focused on cheddar I done took so many Ls just to get a win But don't no Ls take away that I'm a champion Gotta make sure I keep my head screwed tight Cuz I don't want to lose me in all of this Yeah I don't want lose me in all of this How you gone erase everything we did Even in the end I still want you to win I don't want lose me in all of this How you gone erase everything I did Even in the end I want you to win We lost a baby so I got you a dog Thinking it would help but it ain't fix shit at all What we doing taking these breaks it ain't making no sense Either with me or not but don't stratal the fence I Ain't trying to attack you but you're taking offense I'm trying to repent I'm over paying for sins I think you got it until you do it again You want me to grow but be who you been That ain't really fair for this relationship Saying you care but you ain't showing it You say Im never there when you turn and look You said you would grow but we never could I treat you better but we never good You wishing me the best we already had it Niggas hit my phone Asking me what's wrong