Vendetta!

Watching you fall apart makes me smile I guess the trouble wasn't worth it They be hating on me and I love it Everyday get to rising above it Shit be crazy dealing with depression I think god trying to teach me a lesson Swear to god that this life can get hectic I'm tryna excel so I know I can't stress it If they doubted me make them regret it They don't like it but gotta respect it And I been all this time on my own Pray to god that times get better Remember they counted me out? Swear to god that I got a vendetta I wish Eddie was here by my side Ten toes man he would not let up I remember them times that I cried And them storms man I had to weather All my life I've been going through tragedy Then I had to come back to reality I was holding them down just like gravity Another day another casualty And I really don't know why they mad at me Yeah and I used to be broke and they laughed at me I be shitting on niggas so casually Number one in this race ain't no lapping me Remember the days when I sleep on the floor Now I got dream about Christian Dior Got keys to the city come get you a tour Still feel like the best but I only want more They ripped the heart out my chest They ain't give a f*ck that it was bleeding None of these niggas there when I need them But piece me up every time that I see them like Shit crazy I just feel like the world trying to play me Almost gave up on love till it made me SSDØA Ain't no changing Like hold on can you listen? I just feel like my heart has been missin When I cry out for help they don't get it And that struggle gone turn to ambition Like, couple people really did me wrong Started going crazy writing songs Now I'm right back where I belong Go to the top and it won't take me long Pain in my head with an XO I'm a hot head with a cold soul They want handouts cause my neck froze But won't put a dollar on my tombstone They be hating on me and I love it Everyday get to rising above it Shit be crazy dealing with depression I think god trying to teach me a lesson Swear to god that this life can get hectic I'm tryna excel so I know I can't stress it If they doubted me make them regret They don't like it but gotta respect it And I been all this time on my own Pray to god that times get better Remember they counted me out? Swear to god that I got a vendetta I wish Eddie was here by my side Ten toes man he would not let up I remember them times that I cried And them storms man I had to weather I know I'll make it I just gotta be patient And I know that they waiting I can't wait till I'm famous Yeah, Now watch how I run up the dough On your mark ready set go And they cannot f*ck with the flow And bitch I'm the shit still got far to go I feel this shit in my motherfucking soul I cannot wait until I motherfucking blow Damn that boy did it again JJ right there for the win I can go from here I don't understand Untied, my whole life Shoutout Lexx Shoutout Lexx