Changing Scenes (feat. Sleepless the Poet)

Don't look up to me Finding the worst company in every unexpected scene Don't look up to me It's always bottles and bottles and wannabe models But still you went and Showed up to my sister's birthday with my momma's favorite wine Don't know how it happened, don't know what I'm supposed to feel this time Feel this time Can we keep it real this time? I'm changing scenes Don't look up to me Holding my face with her fingers retracing each melody I don't know what she sees When I can't remember these wannabe tinders But still you went and Showed up to my sister's birthday with my momma's favorite wine Don't know how it happened, don't know what I'm supposed to feel this time Feel this time Let's both keep it real this time? I'm changing scenes Don't know what it means, I don't know what it means But I'm changing scenes I don't know what to think, I don't know what to think But I'm changing scenes Don't look up to me I'm trying to find the man that I wanna be I'm trying to find the words that I wanna speak But who I am's in every single part of me Wear my heart on my sleeve like it martyrs me, yo Quick indecisions, moronic like oxy You're sleeping on Sleepless you know you can't stop me I called her my dame, didn't stay for the doxy Goddamn it's a shame, I made way for the proxy And now, I can't breathe And now, I can't sleep And now, she's going to leave Cause I'm not what she needs, so Sippin' champagne really brought all the pain Except I wasn't sipping, you know what I'm sayin'? I kept on forgetting the blame I was taking I've got to do better, these lanes I am changing I'm changing scenes Don't know what it means, I don't know what it means But I'm changing scenes I don't know what to think, I don't know what to think But I'm changing scenes Don't look up to me I get head like a guillotine But you're seeing the only "good side", I think Probably wrong, but I know that society Watch me crash with no help from the hell I bring But you helpin' me see a thing How these patterns don't linger I'll play R&B singer If you want her don't bring her Got that thing in the wringer Used to swim through the trenches of hoes in my mentions Get all the attention, but you never listened And now intervention Having snuck through defenses, I'm left here defenseless And you 'bout business of helping me witness 'Bout all of what this was 'Cuz all of what this was was nothing but bullshit Nothing but bullshit, and I tried to push it But you went right through it to get everything that you get And I... Yeah, my heart's in it You played a big part in it There ain't no disregarding it You went really far just to see me escape And I'm honored, but Now the seasons have changed, and no, I'm not the same Don't you call my bluff Don't you call my bluff